don't tell me that i'm ordinary,

i’ve never seen a picture like this from that day. just imagining the atmosphere makes my chest feel heavy. So much sorrow and wonder. Why? and so many thoughts of what he could have created. the sounds and things that he had not yet left for us. but its almost as if we should have known. it was predetermined, but no one knew. the way he talked, no one knew he would actually fucking do it. that day must have been a really hard day to get through. probably much worse than normal.

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